So! I got to go horse back riding for my first time today, never in all my life have I ever been on a horse. My friend is here from Afghanistan and he took me How happy was I.

Now I loved it!! But for some reason I'm feeling really insignificant right now...
My friend rode horses when he was younger, like ten years ago. And where I have never been on a horse he got all the compliments, saying how great he was because he got to run his horse but I decided to play it safe and just walk mine, seeing as I have never been on one!

Each time out guide wanted something he called my friend by his name, where as me it was "Girlie" "Hey girlie go that way! Hey girlie pull up!"

I thought I did pretty damn good for my first time on a horse, there was only one point where he gave me some trouble and that was when our guide told my friend that he could run his horse, well mine wanted to go to and I actually would have let him but my guide tells me "No, your not going to run your horse because you didn't run your horse in the coral. *He had us do some warm up activities in the coral first so we could get used to the horses and what not* I'm like "Gee....thanks...."

The guy couldn't even remember my name but he managed to remember my friends.
He goes to introuduce me and my friend to his girlfriend and he's all
"This here is Adam! He did so well today!" blah blah blah
Me
"This is....."
"Hi I'm Megan..."

Wow I totally probably sound like a jealous little b***h or something but it really hurt my feelings.....

My back hurts real bad to from the ride.....Gunna go to bed now, hopefully I'll feel better in the morning...

Oh by the way Dude was the name of my horse, a cute lil 10 year old arab I loved him

So......we've had this Saffron Finch for sale for the longest time, I'd say a good five months and nobody wanted to buy him because of his price $80 for the little guy. I wanted him, but to didn't have the money to spend $80 on him. They then tried to take 20% off and then 40% still no one wanted him. Well tonight when I went to take the trash out i was coming back and we have this table set up for adoption animals, and here was this little bird, I was then told it was the one that we had for sale, and to get rid of him to make room for a new parrot that we got they placed him up for adoption for $15, and guess what....
I gots him His name is Stafron he gets scared real easy, mainly because he didn't get to much human contact but I'm hoping he'll calm down soon and not freak out over everything.

I'm so freakin' excited! after having a rough week it just totally made my day for me

So I've been having these morbid thoughts all day long.....like all about death type of thoughts, I by all means am not thinking about suicide or anything like that!! And I'm not being emo just been seeing a lot of stuff on TV about all these kids being kidnapped and killed, plus one of my friends had a life threatening incident and it just has my mind racing, that and I'm stressed beyond all belief. I haven't been eating well, I've been using what money I have to feed my critters instead of myself, I get paid tomorrow but most of it goes to bills, and there won't be much to begin with seeing as I'm only working about 15 hours a weeks. I've been looking for a new job but no one is hiring and its so frustrating!!

I really just don't know what to do anymore.....

Sorry for such a bummer journal but it feels better if I can get things out in the open...

Hope you all are doing better then me!!
Love Always Akina

Hello there!!

How is everyone doing? Good I hope!!

I'm doing okay....not the best, but okay. My job sucks majorly I've been cut down to 19 hours a week, and I can only do like one maybe two dogs in the time that I'm there so I haven't been able to commission out *sigh* So funds are low...really low. Low enough to where I might have to re home some of my critters because I'm afraid I may not be able to care for them properly

I'm thinking of opening up commissions in this style...[link]

Only $10 and I'll do full body and everything! And only $2 for shipping!!
If your interested please let me know, I'd love you forever if you did

Anyway I'm in a huge Halloween mood and I've been making potion/posion bottles and hanging up all the Halloween decor. Tomorrow I get to go to Reno and Virginia City I'm stoked! All the trees are finally changing colors so I'm hoping I can get some good picture, that and I'm going to a pumpkin path which is extremely cute the way they have it set up, so I'll be taking some pictures of that also

Well I think that's all I have for now! Talk to you all later!
Akina

My subbie ran out, I'm sad....

My parents are driving me insane!!

I'm going to be quitting PetCo here pretty soon because their fucking retards...

But I may have a job at a medical office....hopefully...

Still working on my horse skull...

Going to get my license soon...

I can't wait for Halloween to get here...

Nothing more to say...